Let’s get
real about the self-examination Paul describes in 2 Corinthians 13—it’s not
always a cozy fireside chat, is it? When Paul says, “Examine yourselves, to see
whether you are in the faith. Test yourselves,” it can hit like a thunderclap,
startling and rattling your soul in ways that shake you to the core. It’s
intense, like a sudden storm rolling in, and yet, even in that, there’s a wild,
electric energy because Jesus is right there with you!
Imagine it:
you sit down, ready to look inside, and bam—it’s like a spotlight flips on,
exposing corners you didn’t expect—that’s the Holy Spirit at work. Your heart
races as you see the gap between who you say you are and who you’ve actually been.
Maybe it’s a sharp jolt—pride you’ve ignored, a sin you’ve excused, or a faith
that feels more like a whisper than a roar. It’s unsettling, like the ground
shifting under your feet. You might feel a pang of fear or a wave of guilt
crash in, wondering, “Have I been missing it? Is Jesus really in me?” It’s raw
and jarring, like a wake-up call you didn’t see coming.
But here’s
the thing—it’s not just chaos. Amid the rattle, there’s a holy tremor, a sense
that God is shaking what needs to move. You’re confronted with truth—think
Hebrews 4:12, where His Word pierces “to the division of soul and spirit.” It’s
startling, yes, but it’s alive! You might clench your fists, wrestling with
what you find, or feel your breath catch as you realize how much you need Him.
Tears might sting, or your voice might crack in prayer, but it’s a fierce,
honest moment of meeting God in the mess.
Take time
this week to prayerfully examine your life. Spend quiet time alone with the
Holy Spirit, meditating on your relationship with God. Are there areas where
your faith is not being fully lived out? Are there habits or attitudes that
need to be surrendered to Christ? Use the Bible as a mirror to reflect on your
life. If the Holy Spirit reveals areas where you’ve fallen short or where you
may be drifting off course, confess those to God. Commit to making any
necessary changes, trusting the Holy Spirit to guide you into deeper faith and
obedience.
When it
settles, you’re not crushed—you’re awake. Rattled, sure, but ready to cling to
Him harder. It’s a battle cry to realign, to test your faith with grit and
gusto. You walk away sobered yet stirred, knowing He’s refining you through the
storm.
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